After the high

We had the event 1010 last week. I think everything went so well. Of course I had to have a seizure in the end, but let's not think about that :P. Right now I feel little lost, since that was what I was doing almost the whole year. Now I need to find new things to put myself into. I have been thinking about new videos for YouTube, but it really is hard sometimes since my memory is not at it's best so I feel like if I talk longer than 5 minutes I loose my trail of thought. My home is a mess right now, but I feel like it's hard to start doing anything. Hopefully this week I can actually tidy a little bit.

I found videos on YouTube about Shanin Blakes house and it is literally my dream house! Lot's of plants and some random spiritual stuff everywhere and new to the forest ! Right now I am lucky to live in a city and next to a forest as well. I don't know how long I'll live here but I do love the nature. ( says someone who couldn't go outside almost at all this summer)

I have been watching some videos about Shanin and they are so mean. I love her free spirited mind and how her fashion is so over the top. I'll post a video about my thoughts later.