Medication

I don't want to go into details but I have many medications at the moment but one of them I cannot get from the pharmacy... They said it could go to the next year when they get those. So now I am little bit in trouble. We doubled one other medication and wish it keeps it all together. I also redesigned the web site ones more. I know some Christmas deco would be more suitable, but I don't feel like christmas at all..... So We will go with this. My mentalhealth has not been good. It's been a while now. I hope this will change after new years since it's getting bad :( This song is making me feel better: Over all Ariana Grande inspires me so much <3